for someone, hate u so much (PART II)

This is the heartbreak hotel 

This is the heartbreak hotel

This is the heartbreak hotel

This is the heartbreak hotel

This is the heartbreak hotel

(repeat)

I (Whitney)

You said you'd be here by 9

Instead you took your time

You didn't think to call me, boy

Here I sit, tryin' not to cry

Askin' myself why

You'd do this to me

Refrain (Faith)

Since you're not around for me to tell you baby face to face

I'm writin' you this letter, and this is what I have to say

Chorus

All I really wanted was some of your time

Instead you told me lies when someone else was on your mind

What you do to me, look what you did to me

I thought that you were someone who would do me right

Until you played with my emotions and you made me cry

What you do to me, can't take what you did to me

II (Whitney)

Now I see that you've been doin' wrong

You played me all along

And made a fool of me, baby

You got it all wrong to think that I wouldn't find out

(Uh!)

That you were cheatin' on me baby

How could you do it to me

(Repeat Refrain)

Chorus

All I really wanted was some of your time

Instead you told me lies when someone else was on your mind (what you

did...)

What you do to me, look what you did to me

I thought that you were someone who would do me right

Until you played with my emotions and you made me cry

What you do to me (why you do it?), can't take what you did to me (you

didn't have to do it to me, baby)

(Repeat Intro)

(repeat chorus 2x)

I ain't gon' take it..... I ain't gon' take it boy 

for someone, hate u so much (PART I)

Friday night you and your boys went out to eat
Then they hung out
But you came home around three
If six of y'all went out
Then four of you were really cheap
Cause only two of you had dinner
I found your credit card receipt

Chorus 1
It's not right
But it's okay
I'm gonna make it anyway
Pack your bags up and leave
Don't you dare come running back to me
It's not right
But it's okay
I'm gonna make it anyway
Close the door behind you
Leave your key
I'd rather be alone
Than unhappy

I'll pack your bags
So you can leave town for a week
The phone rings
And then you look at me
You said it was one of your friends
Down on 54th St.
So why did 213
Show up on your Caller I.D.

Chorus 2
I've been through all of this before
So how could you think
That I would stand around
And take some more
Things are gonna change
That's why you have to leave
So don't turn around to see my face
There's no more fears and tears
For you to see

Was it really worth you going out like that
See I'm moving on
And I refuse to turn back
See all of this time
I thought I had somebody down for me
It turns out
You were making a fool of mee 

luv this song :)

a little story `bout u and me (PART 4)

hellow..
hmmm...dah lama juga ne ga nulis...mw lanjutin cerita neh hehehehehehe...
here we go :)

abis kejadian ntuu. otomatis q g ngomong ge sama si M, biarin z la. tapi kq semakin byk y masalah yg muncul, satu persatu org2 yg deket sama q ilang.
next, i want to tell u, may be advise u, not to believe someone even she/he are really close to u, consider he/she as ur sister, because they can betray u, and it feels soo hurt :'(.
q pny kawan,hmmm udh kawanan brp lama y..hmm,mgkn dah sampe 5 taon, susah senang qt sama2, pa cerita q selalu q bagi dgnnya.hmm, mgkn tu kesalahan terbesar, karena menceritakan semua rahasia q kepadanya.

q pkir rahasia2 q tu akan tersimpan hny diantara kami. tp rupana (mgkn menurut dy, ibunya prlu tw rahasia tu)  smw rahasia itu diceritakan smw kpd ibunya, n when i come to her home kaget jg wktu ditanyain sama ibunya (nanyanya kyk nanyain gosip gt) "mank bener y kamu gt?"..whaaaat?? hwaaaa, ntah mw ditarok dmn muka ne, g tw mo jwb pa.hmmm, q merasa kyk dihianatin gt. walopn diceritain sma ibu sendiri, tp rs malunya yg g tertahankn. sejak tu, jd malas klu mw pergi ke rumah dy.

yg paling menyakitkan adalah prstiwa yg bru2 z ne terjadi. q marah (sangat marah sebenernya). q pikir krn dy sahabat q (bahkan udh dianggap sodara) dy akan menjaga aib q. tp apa, dy nyeritain smw aib q sama si bodo2. q g tw pa mksdnya. pa mgkn dy suka sama si bodo2 q g tw jg, tp kt si bodo2 dy org yg plg dukung q jdian ma si bodo2. tp kenapa dy bwt kekgt?? pa mksdna coba???

ywd, udh terlanjur malu, q konfirmasi smwna sm si bodo2. untung dy ngerti :)
tp q ttp menyimpan amarah sm si dy. q cuma menyinggung sedikit di fb, q blg tlg jg mulutmu. tp dy ttp g mrsa bersalah n nanya da pa mslhnya. dan q diamkan z.

tp sptna dy g merasa puas, dy mrsa dipersalahkan tnp tw salah dy apa. whaaaat?? pa perlu q jelaskan smw gosip yg udh disebarkan?saking merasa g adilnya q sama dy, dy bahkan menceritakan smw aib q sm temen kmpz. n tw g sih pa yg diceritainya?? hwaaaaa....ne bnr2 q naik darah. dy blg q udh kyk pelacur, udh berbuat yg melampaui batas, dan itu diceritakan sm temen yg bahkan g da hbngn pa. org yg bhkn jrg dianggp ngobrol. ckckck, ne udh kelewat batas. sp yg tw dy udh crt sama sp z ttg itu??

akhrna mlm tu, dgn amarah yg g bs ditahan ge, si bodo2 q suruh nlpn dy, nanyain pa mksd dy nyebarin crt yg g bener di kmps. eeeh, si bodo2 nanyana sok sopan bgt. q udh g tahan ge, tu hp q rebut, q tny pa mksdna, emosi q udh g tertahan ge, q bentak2 dy q blg pa mwna. dy masii membela diri, ktna bkn dy yg nyeritain tu smw, trs aq bahkan disalahin knp g mw crt pa mslh q pdhl udh d anggap saudara, np g inget dl sp yg bntu wktu d rumah sakit, trs np milih org yg g sederajat sama q, yg g disukai sama dy. udh g tahan keluar la smw pa yg q simpen selama ne. ttg knp aq g mw curhat ttg masalah q, tu karena q enggak mw masalah/aib q tu sampe d dgr olh org lain, termasuk ibunya. q udh anggap saudara dan biarlah aib tu antara qt berdua z. ttg dy yg dl bntu q d rumah sakit, q balikkan lgi kt2nya, ktnya saudara pa masii menghitung pamrih?atw selama ne memang g iklas membantu?

yang paling sakit q rskan, pa haknya utk ngatur2 q mw pcran sama sp? seharusnya sebagai temen/sodara dy dukung q, jika mank tu yg terbaek bwt q. np hrz ngukur org spt tu. mank udh sbrp hebat smpe menjengkali org spt tu??

sedih, lemes, nangis akhrna q banting tu hape. msi q dgr suaranya manggil2 nama q, tp q udh g mw dgr.
akhrnya q plg. d kosan, q luapkan smw dgn nangis. mpe mata bengkak sebesar jengkol hehehe.
beberapa hr q diam z, g peduliin sp pn termasuk sii bodo2. q udh merasa malu bgt tuk ktmu tw ngmg sm dy. akhrnya dy dluan yg ngubungin q, blg smw mslh tu tuk dilupain z.
hmm..mank g da jln selain ngelupain masalah tu. bs z sbnrnya q ngebalas semua perbuatan dy, dgn nyeritain smw aib dy jg. tp bwt apa?pa untungnya?toh, klu q berbuat spt tu trs pa bedanya q dgn dy. q g mw jd org spt dy. dr hr tu putusla smw hubungan dgn dy. dn q g mw ge berhubungan dgn dy. udh cukup. n q hrs ngelanjutin hdp q.

smp skrg, q masii berhubungan dgn si bodo2. now, he is my life, my soulmate, my friend until God separate us. n i will always luv him.
q anggap smw kejadian2 tu cuma sebagai cobaan tuk khdpn kami.
n q udh ngelupain tu smw.
smg g da ge mslh2 lain yg akan menghadang.
amiiiiiiiiiiiiin..
LUV U NIS :)

i love love love this song :)

FALLIN (ALICIA KEYS)

I keep on fallin'... in--- and out, with you
Sometimes I love ya, sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used
Lovin' you darlin', makes me so confused

[Chorus]
I keep on fallin', in and out of love with you 
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

(Verse 2)
Oh Oh, I.... never felt this way 
How do you give me so much pleasure,
cause me so much pain,
'Cause when I
think I'm taking
more than would a fool I start 
fallin' back in love with you. 

(Chorus)
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you 
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

(Bridge)Oh baby
I,I,I,I'm 
Fa-a-allin'
I,I,I,I'm
Fa-a-allin'
Fall,fall,fa-a-a-allin'x2

O-o-o-o-oh 

(Chorus)
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you 
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

I'm fallin', in and out of love witha you 
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

I'm fallin', in and out of love witha you 
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you

i dedicate this song for my love NIS :)

a little story `bout u and me (PART 3)

hmm...

dah sampe mana cerita qt y...

ooo...sampe jgn blg sapa2 kn? hehehe..

yap, tu mank bener, rencana qt sii jgn smpe org laen tw, karenaaaa MALU. mungkin tu jwbn yg paling tepat napa qt merahasiakan ini semua. tapi akhirnya ketauan juga, dan malah bwt se2orang sakit atii y...pdhl mnrt q sii ne masalah sepele z. gimana ceritanya sii, kq bisa smpe org laen sakit atii?? ini dy ceritanya..

eng..ing..eng..hehehe

dulu sebelum aq deket dgn sii bodo2 (mksdna si pacar) hehe,, q deket dan akrab bgt sama temennya yg namanya M (disingkat z y, yg merasa pst ngerti hehe). akrab bgt, klu cerita pa z pst nymbung, tmpt curhat jg, asik dibawa cerita anknya, srg pinjem kaset berdua, makan berdua, mpe dianggap spti adek sendiri. naaaah, ceritanya pas kemarin Diksar `10, q kn dah mulai deket sm si pacar, tp no feeling at all. tp g tw apa mksdnya,  pa si M mank marah sama q tw pa, tiba2 ngindarin gt z. Yang paling terasa tu, pas di hari pulang, qt jalan berempat, aq, si pacar, si M n si E, temen jg. Waktu itu, q jalan sm si pacar, sedangkan si M sama si E. q ngerasa g enak z, soalnya si pacar dah mw bawain tas q, kn g mgkin q tinggal gt z. berdua kami jalan di depan. eeh, tb2 si E lwt tnp si M, ywd, karena kawatir, qt tungguin z. akhirnya lewat jg tuh ank, ywd qt ikutin mpe dket bus. mank bner2 mw ngindarin x y, soalnya g mw bareng, malah ngikutin "org yg plg q benci sedunia" :p. ywd deh, q males nymaperin karena da "org itu", q sms si M, ngjk du2k bareng, tp dyna malah nyruh kesitu. ahh,,,malez bgt. ywd deh, qt pisah drstu, mpe pulang naek bus. q te2p ma si pacar laa..hehe. gtu smpe d kmpz jg g mw nyamperin, smntra hp dah berdering trz, da tlpn dari "yang jaoh". ywd deh, pamit plg ma si pacar z.

naah, mpe qt jadian pun, qt te2p g beritau si M klu qt dah pcrn, alasannya y itu td, masii segen n malu krn dah pcrn, mgin ngasi twna nti2 z, klu keadaan dah agk tenang. eeeh, rpna berkat pemberitahuan dari "orang yang paling q benci sedunia" (note : dy ne cew yg dl temen deket q), q tw klu si M dah tw klu kami pcrn. dy nanya sama si cew tu klu qt pcrn tw enggak, y cew tu pn blg udh. hmm, dari situ deh sakit atinya, katanyaaaaa....

q dah ngerasa g enak gt kn, karena q dianggap spt orang yg g inget temen. ywd, wktu tu, ujan2 q bela2in datang ke kosan tuk jelasin masalahnya. eeh, mpe sana digubris pn enggak. udh d blg, ne mw ngmg serius, karena udh dianggap adek n g mw hbngn rusak gr2 ne. tw pa tanggapan dy?? hwaaa, bnr2 bkin syok (hahaha...lebay). gimana g kesel n sedih coba, udh dijelasin panjang kali lebar klu q g bermaksud nutup2in masalah tu. ehh, dy cm blg kekna tu g urusan q laaa, biar tw z y, seribu org pn d dunia ini termasuk q g akan ngerti dgn isi hati dy. hah?? q bingung sekaligus sedih. bingung kt2 dy tu mksdna pa? trs sedih np ngomongna hrz spt tu? bknkah qt udh kyk sodara? dah byk cerita ttg qt, trs pa itu salah q klu q g ngerti isi hatimu sementara kmu g pnh cerita??hellooo, q bkn paranormal yg bisa baca isi hati org. huuufffftt.......

sedih dgr kt2 tu, dah mw nangis rasanya, akhrnya q tinggalin. dy santai2 z, smbl nawarin kerupuk sama q, smntra ht udh hancur, ywd, q tinggalin deh, eeh..tb2 blgna g menghargai org laaa...lo, lgsg z q blg yg g menghargai tu sapa? sambil q tinggalin. dy pn lgsg tu2p pnt bgtu q kluar...hmmm, bnr2 sakit dah rasanya digituin. ywd, q langsung ngadu sama si pacar sambil nangis. nangis karena g nyangka  bkln spt tu reaksinya..

hikss..hiksss...

jd merasa spt org jahat... :'(

Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat - Lucky

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvIVA9-FMQ